pretty pretty things. :)

GOODBYE BLOGGER.

2009-11-02T13:03:00.001+08:00

And I've move to a new space.Catch me there.

pinchofposh.tumblr.com :)

please pull my kite back down.

2009-09-19T02:10:00.002+08:00

it's funny how absence makes the heart grows fonder.i always wonder how is that possible but nyeh,tried and tested.very true indeed.sighh..anyway,this is my first time blogging through my phone.trying to get the hang of it though.so far,so good.there's so much that i want to say but now its all jumbled up and messed up in my mind.oh well.anyway,tonight/next morning will be the last sahur.its sad to part with this beautiful month. :( hitting the sacks now.XOXO

OH MY TWENTY-FIRST. :)

2009-09-16T04:02:00.003+08:00

I had a small birthday celebration at home just now.The gf surprised me at the door and I did not expect her arrival at all as I thought it was a mini family affair.With just my mum,two sisters,brother-in-law,Akasha and Fizzah,it was pretty a heart-warming affair.Ahh.. Pictures will not be up yet as I am currently at my sister's place. We had a helluva time fixing the curtains with everyone around 12 midnight here.

I have yet to reply all the sweetest birthday messages I received.I will.Very soon.But thank you so much.Really.I'm touched. :) <3

XOXO

GONE TOO SOON..

2009-09-15T16:55:00.004+08:00

It's pretty sad thinking that this beautiful month of Ramadhan will be over very soon.When I was much much younger,I dread to fast as I felt that to fast for a month is gonna be pure torture.I would rather look forward to Raya as I can get to enjoy all the green packets received and food served.Most importantly,clad in my best outfit and my mum and her never ending 'must-wear' stockings to match with our dress for her daughters.Ahh..that was when I was only a little girl.What do I know?But now,as I grew older,I began to understand on why is there a need to fast; I learn on how to embrace this beautiful month with so much sincerity and to perform my obligations as a Muslim.

Ahh..on a lighter note,sis will be breaking her fast at my house later.Very excited for her presence. :) I hope boyfriend can make it too!Anyway,some overdue pictures of my iftar session with the boy's family and my high school sweethearts.. :)

Preparation for raya.. :)

XOXO

WEDNESDAY MORNING.

2009-09-09T00:54:00.004+08:00

Its been a long hectic week for me.I miss my bed the most.Heheh.Did a 2D1N camp for Hai Sing Catholic School and just came back a few hours ago.A leadership camp which was held in the school itself and I had a wonderful group of future leaders attached to me.Happy. :) It's been awhile since I last took the role as a group trainer thus this was a nice come-back.Working with wonderful friends makes me smile too.Ahh..Apart from that,it was a killer as I had no freaking idea on why I could not sleep when it was the time for me to rest.Everyone was snoring softly all around me,drifting away to their sweetest dreams and indulging in their well deserved rest but hell no,I did not even come close to that.I was so mad at myself.The feeling was pretty frustrating.You feel me?I tried to think of happy thoughts,stared at the ceiling till my eyes hurts,counted all the way till 500 but nothing works.Pfttt.All and all,I'm thankful for the experience gained in this camp. ;)

Meeting up with my high school gf's tomorrow and I can't sit still thinking about it. :) We seldom do meet-up's like this due to everyone personal commitments thus when it's the time for us to meet to have a good chat and a good laugh,this girl couldn't wait!Heheh.Most probably meeting up with Crystal and Fahmy on Friday for our usual catch-up's and Iftar gathering at sis abode on Saturday.Ahh..I love a packed schedule.Makes my semester break even more worthwhile. :)

Anyway my significant other had been such a dear for the past few days.As my lower back still hurts so much,he's always there to massage the pain away.Always asking whether I need to pop up painkillers when the pain refuses to go away.

'Akasha,I appreciate all this simple gestures that you are doing for me.Despite all the earful naggings I received from you,I know you are doing this because you care and I appreciate that so much.Thank you.I'll see you tomorrow darl. :)'

MUCH LOVE,
YANA :)

PLEASE TAKE THE PAIN AWAY.

2009-09-03T06:23:00.000+08:00

Good morning!

Just performed my morning prayers and find it quite hard to fall back into my sweet slumber once again.I am pretty thankful with the fact that my semester break falls during the fasting month.Thus,no more waking up early for school!Hee hee.Can sleep like a log and wake up as and when I like it.Have to pamper myself with that after all those killer reports and FYP logs I did before school closes. :)

Anyway,my lower back pain is killing me.The pain has not subside at all.All this while,its been pretty mild and I don't care less about it as the pain come and go.But now,it is painful.I can't sit for long,I can't stretch my legs with no support behind my back,I can't lift up heavy objects,I can't even bend 90 degrees.I am so worried and terribly afraid.I'm afraid that I have slip disc.Daddy is checking with his doctor with regards on my condition and I'm hoping to get muscle relaxants or any form of medication to ease this pain.If all fail,I guess to the doctor for a scan I should go!Boo :(

RAIN ON ME..

2009-09-01T16:41:00.003+08:00

Wow,today was such a good day.It rained throughout the whole afternoon leaving the atmosphere around the house so cool and calm.Breaking my fast with with the boy later and I have still not shower yet.Anyway,the kl trip was awesome.It's really funny how nice it is to be out of Singapore for a short break and your mind is at ease.Away from the hectic schedule.. :) I was trying to upload those pictures in facebook but facebook was so laggy.Give up!Urgh..

Oh my,where to go later..

XOXO

AND SHE'S BACK AGAIN.. :)

2009-08-27T23:17:00.003+08:00

I am getting the hang of this.I should blog as much as I tweet.Don't you think so?Heh.So anyway it was my first time after so long stepping back into Changi Coast Adventure Centre for a program in the afternoon just now.That place brings back nostalgic memories where I used to see everyone sharing quite a special bond with one another. It is pretty sad to see everyone all in their different walks of life now.Well..That's life I guess.People come & go..Belaying was quite tiring as I could not even remember when I last belayed a child up.What definately keeps me going is definately the adorable girls from Payar Lebar Methodist Girls School.They laughed,giggled and screamed so loud but I guess that brings out the cuteness in them.Haha.More of them tomorrow..I better bring a pair of ear plugs.

I'm leaving for KL tomorrow right after my program which will probably end by 630pm.I'm excited and hope to have lot's of fun with the usual bunch.Do pray for our safe journey.

More updates soon. :)

XOXO

FAR TOO LONG..

2009-08-26T17:12:00.001+08:00

I just had the sudden urge to login to my account in blogger and post an entry.I wouldnt want to know whether this is gonna be an entry before I go on a hiatus again or maybe,it'll be a long list of entries right after this.Might never know..Heh.Well,today marks the 4th day in the month of Ramadan and I feel so disappointed as I was not able to embrace this wonderful month as I was down with the monthly period on the first day of Ramadan.Shitty right?I had already make plans with mummy to perform our terawih prayers together but in the end she ended up driving alone to the nearest mosque as daddy was busy working.

Anyway,I had blocked my tweets.This is by far the most random thing I had done but I'm just giving it a try.If it's very troublesome,then I will forgo the idea.Heheh.I just get pretty irritated when random people starts to follow me on twitter.Okay I dont mind if they would love to read my updates and such but I am referring to random girls who will starts showing off their boobs and bra and everything else I wouldnt want to know and expecting us to follow them and somehow create a friendship with them?Eww Ewee..Heheh..

So anyway,I'm off to KL for a short roadtrip with the usual bunch of wonderful people this Friday night.I am hoping for a good trip and hope to bring back fond memories after everything is over.Now that my FYP 1 and final papers are over for semester 1,I am at such ease not thinking about school assignments and meeting deadlines.Hope this 5 weeks of semester break will do me good and at the same time let me indulge in this well deserved rest. :)

Selamat Berbuka to all Muslims.

Much love,
YANA. :)

PHOTO OF US.

2009-07-03T02:11:00.007+08:00

Snapshots like this really brings back fond memories.I Miss Krabi so much and definately missing the love and the joy all of us had.

So much love. (:

LEAVE OF ABSENCE(LOA)

2009-06-30T01:02:00.004+08:00

So when I was in town just now,I received a text message from my school and this is what it says:

From RP: Pls be inform that you are on LOA with effect from Mon 29 Jun as you have been in contact with a H1N1 case. Pls stay at home, do online learning at home and declare your temperature in LEO or http://myrp.sg twice a day.Classes will resume for you on 6 Jul 09.

I seriously think that this flu outbreak is getting quite a serious matter happening in my school now but one good thing is that,the school is rather calm and not be totally alarmed about it.It was quite a shock reading the paper and they mentioned that 'Republic Polytechnic, is the country's biggest cluster of cases - 49 people there have fallen ill'. My heart goes to the people especially to my schoolmates who had gotten this virus and I hope they remain strong. (:

On an another note,Akasha and I managed to catch Transformer 2 early this evening.Oh and I really could not believe that I manage to doze off during the last part; in the midst of all the actions in the movie.(: Guess I was really that tired. Anyway, it was such a cold night that we had latte and share a slice of cake at starbucks after the movie before we head home.

I should probably be heading to bed now as I still have to wake up early tomorrow to be present during my E-Learning.The only good thing about it is that I could still be in my PJ's the whole day and do my work online. (: Yay to that. Good night!

P/S: My hp is screwed. I can't hear the voice of the people on the other line so I would appreaciate it if my lovely friends and gf's to text me instead so I won't have to trouble myself digging my bag for my earpiece as by that time,the person on the other line would have end the call already. Thanks alot! (: XOXO

UPDATES,UPDATES!

2009-06-21T21:59:00.002+08:00

When was the last time I post an entry by the way?This blog was being abandoned for far too long.Anyway,my two weeks break was awesome.However,time really flies.2 weeks break feels like 2 days.Heh.Nevertheless,I managed to spend it with my GF's,my family and the boyfriend as well.Ahh,bliss.I'm too lazy to upload pictures by the way.Will do it as soon as possible I hope before my camera runs out of space.

Omg chapter 1,2 & 3 of my report needs to be submitted by next Sunday but my brain refuse to function.How now? :(

Monday tomorrow and you know what that means!
Please make it happen.

I <3 YOU.
XOXO

IN A FEW HOURS TIME,

2009-05-29T15:31:00.004+08:00

i'll be meeting them.woots.

I miss my girls so much.

see you lovelies later! (:

TGIF TOMORROW!

2009-05-28T22:42:00.007+08:00

I was home the whole day.Gave class a miss just now as I was down with a terrible migrane in the morning.It's pretty frustrating when you wake up early in the morning,rushed to have your morning shower but in the end the pain from your head just wouldn't want to go away.I just couldn't believe that I re-watched the episodes from gossip girls season 2 from my hard drive the whole day.It was pretty comforting actually;snuggling in bed with the laptop on my lap,watching gossip girls.I could actually see myself watching it all night long but I had to stop and revise for my test tomorrow.

It's amazing that tomorrow will be the last day of school and then I'm off for my June break.2 weeks of break sounds pathetic but I couldn't be more thankful even though I still need to come to school during the break just to meet my project supervisor.

Anyway,on a more serious note,I was planning on what path I should take after I'm done with Poly just now.Browsing online to check on studying abroad gives me butterflies in my tummy.There's so much things I want to do after I'm done with my diploma but I am just so lost and confused with everything.I have the habit of doing things last minute thus that is the main reason why I'm taking all the time I have now to map out my future.It's pretty scary thinking about it actually.sigh..

The other night,I had this emotional breakdown with baby on the phone when he just came back from work.It's pretty silly thinking about it now though.HEH.I was telling and complaning to him on how tired I was this past few days as things are starting to get pretty intense in school and out of the blue,I burst out crying telling him that I am so utterly disappointed in myself that I've got a B in class twice in a row instead of the usual A.Very very very silly of me!Well,being the sweetest ever,he gave me this 'face the reality' kinda of talk and not the mushy sappy stuffs and oh boy it really shake me up a teeny bit.I don't know about you guys but I am someone who definately can't accept failures and setbacks.It somehow pulls all my moral down.Something which I know I have to work on right now.

Missing tiffany-the-kittycat and my dearest boyfriend.

Have a great night loves! XOXO

ON A GLOOMY TUESDAY..

2009-05-20T00:07:00.004+08:00

omfg.the test was a killer just now and i'm not lying.it broke my soul and let it soar into pieces.okay,the good thing is that i never leave out any questions but there's this two effing questions that were answered half-way and its a freaking 10 marks questions.oh god bless me.i thought i was the only had one who faced this problem but almost the whole class stumbled upon the similar situation.okay god,bless us now.however,i have no regrets!i did my best and i'm shifting my focus to the next test that will happen next week.

anyway,the girls and myself nonsensically sign up for a trip to the yakult factory just for the sake of the points that we need oh so badly and we were accepted.it tickles me funny seeing myself all geared up for the trip just for the sake of points.so yakult here i come! ;) on top of that,for my sports admin module this friday,we will be heading down to the football association of singapore to know about how these NSA's functions and what nots.woots woots.wow,this week is so jam packed and i should be dang proud if i manage to breeze through it without any hiccups.

anyway,boyfriend and I managed to catch a movie on monday and we decided to watch 'the uninvited'.the story had such a twisted ending that it lingered in my memory throughout the bus ride home.go watch it if you like some thrills.i bought some pretty acessories just to satisfy myself too using the school allowance after the movie.mom would kill me if she found this out but on a serious note,i rather starve then not go shopping.ladies you feel me?

this entry was initially plan to be painted with pictures and words but once i have started typing,the plan to put pictures up is long gone.nevermind,there's always next time.

hitting the sacks now.
XOXO

TAKE ME FAR FAR AWAY..

2009-05-17T23:24:00.003+08:00

I forsee that this week is gonna be a long tiring week.I gotta burn the midnight oil tomorrow for the upcoming test this week and on top of that gotta clear up my CE points which needs another 3 pathetic more points and I took so long to clear it.I decided to do up the weekly FYP log just now as I don't think I have enough time to complete it during a school night.On top of all this fuss about school,I'm meeting my wonderful charming boyfriend tomorrow.It's pretty fucked up that I only get to see him on a later part of the day.School ends at 345pm tmrw but I have to attend my hospitality and tourism resource review lecture better known as 'tips' for the upcoming test which is the next day.It starts at 430pm and gonna last for an hour.There goes my time with the boyfriend.

I am so proud of Akasha working so hard this past few weeks. He manged to close deals afer deals and I am really glad for his success.But,everything comes with a price I guess.With his busy hectic schedule,we are meeting only on Monday's which is his off day.He is not even available during the weekends and on top of that we tried meeting up after he is done with work but everything just end up in tantrums as the tiredness kicks in as I was from school and he's from work.Mind you,he ends around 10+ everyday.Thus,he saves his only off days for me and only me.I find that really sweet.Thank you sweetheart. (:

Omg there is so many pictures that I wanna upload and share with all my beautiful friends as sharing is caring and vice-versa(HAHA) but I DO NOT KNOW WHEN.I had even not done my part in uploading my beautiful Krabi trip so how now brown cow?slowly but surely then.anyway,weekends was splendid.I am spending my weekends over at the sis abode now as I gotta see her kitty.It was such a beautiful baby and I swear that is the only kitty that I'm gonna hold and touch.Did I mention that it was my first ever time holding a cat?I'm glad I overcome half of my fear.Half because that is gonna be the only cat I will carry and hold.I think I still deserve some credits for that uh. (:

On sunday was even more beautiful as it was a siblings day out.Sis drove and we shop till we drop dead.Spend some time at arab street and bought kain's.lots of it,mind you. It was really pretty so it will be such a waste not to buy it. And that is my sister's theory when we shop.great minds do think alike! i like.. Drove to Orchard and went crazy at forever 21 and cotton on.I never see anyone carrying a huge pile of clothes at cotton on before except my sister and that came with a HUGE price too.Sis gotta buy plain long tops just nice for work and where else can we find them except cotton on?I love it when shopping can drives me highhh..so highhh..

okay,this is such a long entry and I have to stop all this not-so-important ramblings.

I miss Akasha fucking much.

Goodnight sexy kittens!

2009-05-16T01:29:00.003+08:00

mum's birthday dinner was heart-felt and wonderful just now.

for the gf's, i apologize as i missed our date.do catch up soon loves.

all i want to hear right now is you on the other line.

TODAY WAS BEAUTIFUL.

2009-05-07T01:28:00.004+08:00

It's practically 130am now and I'm still not asleep.This is by far the latest time I have stayed up on a normal school night ever since school resumes back two weeks ago.I had a wonderful day today.Even though the day was spent at home,I sure found inner peace and solitude.Went to school for a short while today to discuss with my supervisor about the team's progress on the project and it's good to hear that we can get the ball rolling by starting our interviews and shit.Went back straight after the discussion hoping to spend time with the younger sis but unfortunately she's off for tuition.BOO.On a lighter note,I had the house to myself and with that I let myself immersed in my own solitude without failing to take a good book along.awesome awesome book I must say.

During the later part of the evening,the best fcukin girlfriend ever came over and we had fun talking about everything under the sun.It was great having this kind of company which make you feel warm and fuzzy inside even after they left.Might be catching up with her again tomorrow.yayness to that. (: And this boy above, I sungguh miss.

Goodnight beautiful babies. XOXO

WHEN THE BIG 3

2009-04-24T13:20:00.002+08:00

is tomorrow, I am down with the monthly stomach cramps.

Typing this entry in class right now, the stomach is in pain that is impossible to ignore.

Time flies baby. Hope to have a splendid day tomorrow like we always do.

Love you with all my heart.

XOXO

WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH.

2009-04-20T23:49:00.003+08:00

I feel like dying. My shoulders ache. My head is spinning. This migrane is killing me. First day of school was really tiring. I couldn't believe that there was a train fault this morning and I ended up being late for class. Great right? The next thing that happened was.. I started to sneeze and sneeze badly all the way from 9+ till 1015am. When I went down to get myself a bottle of mineral water from the bookshop in school, I was perfectly fine but the sneeze started all over again once I step back into class. 2 packets of tissue were used. Head is spinning badly. Nose is really sore. Even up till this minute. And my eyes is getting watery. I hate this part right here. pffft.

I manage to complete my RJ and my log just now when I reach home. Damn proud of myself as I manage to complete it at this sickening state. Now gotta get back to my notes for tomorrow's class. Hope everything will all be well tomorrow. All the best to me!

WHEN YOU ARE IN YEAR 3,

2009-04-19T23:32:00.004+08:00

I've read my notes on the philosophies of coaching awhile ago. Makes me kinda excited for tmrw's class though as I want to understand better on that topic. :) My final year project weekly log that we need to complete it every week will be done tomorrow and will mail it to my FYP supervisor on tuesday night itself. I need to get an organizer or something. Or you know some laptop's have this yellow sticky notes that can be posted on their desktop right? I need that for mine. But how? Urgh.

Tomorrow marks my first class after my long break since January. I am feeling the heat already. Reflection journals that need to be submitted everyday before 11.59pm. My weekly logs to update on my project progess. Doing research and meeting up my project mates for our FYP discussion every wednesday and also during breaks and after school on any other day. On top of all that, I need to attend my everyday classes. I need to. I have to. This is my final league. This is my final race. Bring it on.

AND THEY SAY ..

2009-04-19T02:06:00.004+08:00

find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot
who calls you back when you hang up on him

who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat

or will stay up just to watch you sleep...

wait for the boy who kisses your forehead

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats

who holds your hand in front of his friend

who thinks you're just as pretty without make up

one who is constanly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you.

the one who turns to his friends and say, 'that's her' ..

Have you found your's yet? I definately have. (:

Forgive me baby for the tiff we had earlier.

I love you with all my heart.

Always your's,

YANA. <3

OH YOU LOOK SO FINE.

2009-04-15T01:13:00.003+08:00

flip flops and a nice tailored jacket to go with?

she still looks good though.ahhh..

Anyway, I can never stop munching and eating these past few days. I hope its probably due to the fact that my monthly period is coming. At the rate that I am going, its pretty horrifying I should say. Heh. Going to school for a good hour or so later. Time to update my new password in the school account so I can check the school mails. yay to that!

xoxo.

STAR LIGHT, START BRIGHT.

2009-04-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

The girls and the boyfriend came over just now. It was good, it was fun. Especially Akasha's masala chicken. I always wonder why is he such a good cook and whatever that he throws in always taste G-O-O-D. It is pretty embarrassing when I fail to whip up a good meal for him. Simple things like fried rice could look like a lumpy weird looking meal when served.urgh.
But i'm such a cook when it comes to instant food! Who doesn't right? :)

Anyway, im craving for horfun with losta of chilli padi's in it since god knows when. :(

I hope to meet Akasha for dinner tomorrow after a day spent with the girls.

Have a great night my sexy cats

and baby,good luck and all the best for tomorrow.

XOXO.

FLEA FLY MOSQUITO.

2009-04-12T15:23:00.003+08:00

So what was I up to on a Saturday? *smiles

Flea market at Mt Sophia.

It was a pretty wet Saturday afternoon but that never dampen my spirit at all.It's been awhile since I last went to a flea market thus when Crystal set a date for us to hunt for good bargains,i'm all up for it.The boyfriend was being such a dear(he's always has been one.heh.) by being there help me hunt for all the great finds.It is really funny seeing others with their significant ones but apparently their significant other just stay close to them,with arms crossed and putting such a tight looking constipated face while the girl had to rummage through the stuffs alone.Oh,such shame.Akasha on the other hand will run along leaving me behind but as sweet as he ever is,he will call my phone and goes :

Akasha: Yana where are you? Hurry baby. I'm at the basement. Really pretty dresses here for you.

I think that's kinda sweet though.He always know what kinda stuffs that I would love and wear.Sometimes,he knows me better than I do about myself. :) Thank you so much my magnificent one.

Happy with our purchases yaw! :)

more pictures will be at my facebook.

gtg and have my shower now.

tv marathon with the loved one later!

I DON'T KNOW WHETHER THIS WILL BE TEMPORARY. OR NOT?

2009-04-10T11:46:00.002+08:00

well, well, well..

who would ever thought that i would be back in this very page blogging? no actually, making an effort to make an entry? you see, i had almost given up blogging.(read: ALMOST) but it's quite impossible.at times,when there is this sudden rush to be pensive as i have so much things in my mind,my account at wordpress has always been my best buddy.the entries are pretty private though.i'll try to make it a point to blog in this account from now on.sometimes,it's nice to know that someone reads your blog.especially the boyfriend.he loves to read whatever nonsensical stuffs i jot down.so i'm sure he'll appreciate the fact that im starting to blog once again.

anyway,school is starting soon.i think i had such a well deserved holiday already and right now i just can't wait to be back in school.just 32 more weeks in school and i'm done with my days as a poly student.i'll give my last year my bestest shot. :) the past 3 months had been wicked.working my ass off so i could have a splendid time at beautiful Krabi is every inch worth it.im dang proud of myself because this is the first trip ever that the i fork out everything all on my own.the flight,the accomadation,the expenses.as my past two Bangkok trip was all an expense paid trip from the boyfriend as all i have with me was $50 thus the feeling is indeed gratifying.

okay i miss the BOYFRIEND alot.
please come back soon.

yana counting down for the big 3. :)
XOXO.

2008-10-14T16:42:00.002+08:00

i've upload most of my pictures in my facebook account.i'm getting the hang of it now.heh. (:

okay meeting all my loves later.

and cabbing to school each time is not helping in the long run you know.

okay gotta run! (:

be good kay?

XOXO.

blessed.

2008-09-23T16:19:00.004+08:00

i received this gorgeous digiccammy from the boy for my birthday present this year.im shocked,happy and go crazy when i unwrap the gorgeous gift.seriously thought that it was a book you know.baby wrapped up the gift beautifully and paste fresh petals of roses on the gift.i never see someone so dedicated as you boy.i appreciate it so much love.

this year was indeed a memorable birthday celebration.in fact every year is.i just couldnt believe the beautiful friends that im blessed with;the friends who never fail to be there to celebrate my birthday with me every year.just like fahmy had mentioned in his blog 'you have a great load of friends yana=)' and im really thankful for that . (:

so thank you everyone for the amazing time i had last tuesday,16 september 08.

for those who drop me a text,message or comments at 12am on the dot and yours truly continuously receiving texts throughout the whole day,thank you so much kay.

all of you rock my sexy panties!

loves!

kiss me goodnight.

2008-09-19T02:20:00.002+08:00

its already after 2am and i am only about to head to bed.
can i even wake up early and head to school tmrw?
damn RJ.took up one bloody night to finish it.boo.

good morning everyone!

and babybaby,imissyou.

september 16 will never be forgotten.thank you. (:

a god sent.

2008-09-12T09:39:00.002+08:00

it was still fresh in my memory.about close to a month ago,i cried and pour out to the boyfriend that my friendster account was hacked and everything was deleted.i couldnt even login.(the hacker must be laughing gleefully when reading this i assume.pffft.)anyway,my friendster account is my all.its where all my hundreds and hundreds of campers get in touch with me,its where i communicate with my dearest friends who are living across the continent,its where all my beloved GF's giggle at any pictures i have posted and comment randomly.i really miss those..and lastly,its where me and the boyfriend first communicate after he sent me on my first ride home on his vespa and everything sparks from there.friendster's been such a sweet dear.

anyway,the boyfriend reveal my first upcoming birthday surprise last night.he had sign up and create a new account for me on friendster.it was such a shock for me but nevertheless,i am very much contented wth it. (: he went through alot of trouble for it as he know his gf is one fussy girl.heh.thank you so much love.you are the greatest.i really cant wait for the the next surprise okay! *smiles

on an another exciting note,
i've got passes for the upcoming F1 race in Singapore!heh.
really awesome. (:

meeting GF's for some girly bonding fun later.
be good ya'll. (:

the weather has been really kind.

2008-09-02T16:47:00.002+08:00

a month ago,on this very time,it was my beloved sister solemnisation ceremony.heh.
how time flies and i've been neglecting this blog of mine yet again.
before school closes,it was a mad rush for me.but im not complaining though. (:
my 3 weeks school break is gonna be over too soon.last semester results are out.new classes are being enrolled.suprsingly,i did pretty well last semester regardless the amount of X(absent) that i have received.well,i guess those grueling UT's i took do push my grades up. (: alhamdulilah.
anyway these are the modules im taking next semester:

Sports & Exercise Psychology
Sports Related Law
Leisure Planning and Programming
Sports Management

one word.awesome. (:

anyway,im doing a camp till the weekend and i just couldnt wait to be there.the whole lot of us breaking our fast together and such.oh!the feeling is so overwhelming! (: L U V it.

take care and be good kay. (:

the festive season.

2008-07-27T15:21:00.004+08:00

dear diary,

i can smell the festive spirit in the air since yesterday.it's buring wildly around this house since a few days ago.with just the wedding around the corner i feel very content and very excited for my sister's big day.i was home the whole day yesterday cleaning out the house,cleaning the windows,fixing the curtain and dusting off every single dust that i could see with my naked eyes.just like the character,Bree in desperate housewives,i was that desperate in wanting my house to be the shiniest one in this estate.heh. (: i never felt this way before and the feeling that i have is beyond description. you feeling me?

XOXO

yana. (:

you know you love me. XOXO.

2008-07-24T15:46:00.004+08:00

so the president was in RP two days ago.test was postpone.classes ended early and alot of people rushes down to welcome the president.as for me,i walk silently out to the bus stop and board the bus home just to have a well deserved rest at home.on my way home,i was on the phone with the beloved gf of mine;fyza.she told me to visit her granny the very next day as her granny is critically ill.after a long chat on the phone from woodlands all the way to my doorstep,we ended the call.after the call,her granny images kept playing in my mind as i was thinking about the time where she was admitted to the hospital a month ago and i woke up so early in the morning just to catch the bus to NUH and not to school as i wanted to accompany my best friend in the hospital as she was there crying and sobbing all alone while her granny is inside the emergency ward.never would i expect that fyza's beloved granny blew her last breathe on tuesday evening,an hour after my phonecall with fyza.

everything happen so fast and around 10pm,the mommy and i visit her granny's abode to pay our last respect.yesterday,i stop by and pay a short visit to fyza just to see whether she's alright and fine.it's feels good to see her strong and calm.she's one tough chick,i tell you. (:

so anyway,the boyfriend's granny admitted to the hospital yesterday and if time permits,i'll visit her today,right after school.baby tell me that he's taking me out to Sakae Sushi later on for dinner.i really can't wait. (: i've been feasting alot.prolly cause i'm happy.heh.

on monday,i had a date at Fisherman Wharf and ended the night well at starbucks. (:

go try it okay?the oyster's good,the calamari is pretty addictive,once you pop,you cant stop kinda thing.the fish and chip is pretty much satisfying.and the amount that they served is very very generous. (:

i love you with all my heart. (:

don't talk or speak to me.i'm really tired.

2008-07-18T15:25:00.004+08:00

blogging in class right now when other team's are presenting.school's been kind to me lately.heh.well prolly cause im always missing from school. :) year two is so hectic and i dont know why.godhelpme.i am always late for class and because of that most of my grades are downgraded by 0.5.i better pull up my socks up high for next semester as i want to do so well just like i did in year one.

anyway,doing a camp a few days ago leaves me looking like shit.my nose is so dry as i'm burnt,my voice sounds exactly like a rockstarr and oh,the bad bad cough!but but,i had so much fun doing that camp.those primary four campers from East Spring Primary are cute as hell. :):)

currently,im reading a book called-A Promise to Nadia: A True Story of a British Slave in the Yemen.it is such a good book and it moves me so much chapter after chapter.it hurts to read about how a daughter was sold to an Arab man by her father at the age of 14 and so on..go read it if you ever have the chance.

i cant wait to go back home,curl in bed with that good book.
i cant wait to meet my boyfriend next week.
and i really really cant wait for my sister's big day.

i know you'll be the most prettiest bride,sis. :)
and oh,i'm still looking for a kinky wedding gift for you.be patient okay? (:

have a great weekend lovelies!

so am i really back?

2008-06-19T09:56:00.005+08:00

oh well..

i dont know what come into me.i really feel like typing an entry in my pretty dead blog today.can you imagine it?the last time i check,my entry was dated in January?god.ive not been sharing much in this humble blog of mine i assume.heh.
well,there's alot of episodes in my life that had happened but fret not,im back in this solid ground.alive and kicking! (:

just for the update.

yes,i'm still with my sweetest ever boyfriend who never stops pampering me.(:
oh yeah,my school break is over and i'm back in school.
my sister is getting hitched this august!
my best GF is going to phuket and i'm so happy for her!
another GF of mine got engaged a few weeks ago.like OMG.(:
i'm so hooked on gossip girls which ive been repeteadly watching pretty much on my lonely nights.(when is season two coming by the way?)

oh and the list goes on and on but rest assured,i'll definately be back and will be updating religiously.(:

meeting the boyfriend later.so just one word for it:awesome.(:

have a kickass time today loves!(:

Career Fair. :)

2008-01-24T09:52:00.000+08:00

interested to be a freelance trainer?

camelot sg is at RP's career fair today.

do drop by.

loves! :)

fly me to the moon.

2007-12-29T01:56:00.000+08:00

oh yes.she's finally back. :)

it is a pretty foolish act by signing up for two accounts.one under blogspot and the other one under wordpress.but just like el had said,we can have much more privacy by having wordpress.so lets just say when i felt like i wanna pen down these deep thoughts of mine,i’ll definately do it in wordpress.

anyhoos,as im typing this entry,im pretty much far far away from home.no no.not bangkok,but hell yes i wish it was bangkok instead.so yeah,seated on this comfortable chair,with all the soft snores heard from the background,the soft blare from the tv,im blogging from KL.a short stay at novotel,room 2509.a hotel which was newly built,it definately impressed me in every way.too add on,with the kinkiest bathroom ever.heh.

sigh.i know i sound so so cheesy when i say this but i miss miss MISS my BF like fuck.i mean like what the hell,im here for only 3 days two nights.yday was pretty much okay as he constantly check on me and do msg when he sees the need.but for today,he was really silent.calls after calls,msg after msg but to no avail.i know my bill is gonna cost a bomb but daddy knows the number of calls i made and such.so yeah.

——

when im alone,i think alot.wayy too much till my brain is overwhelmed with so many stuffs and pretty much the unheard voice inside my brain.i'm stress with the fact that i am not earning any income for now since i am schooling.maybe i have every reason to feel that way as all of my friends are working.not all but i can dare say say almost 90% of them are.it sucks really badly when they have money to spend on our shopping trips to town.as for me?what do i have?my school allowance that is.and and yeah.my debit card which i religiously sign to purchase items.ooo,how my heart smile gleefully seeing my card being swipe at at the counter as i am very happy with my purchases at that point of time but at times when im broke,i do curse myself because of all my impulse purchases.heh.

infact,i have expected a long time ago that this faithful day will eventually come.the day where i will grumble and says stuffs like,'i wanna do camps and get money etc'.but afer all those nonsensical grumblings,after awhile,when i sit back and think,deep down i am actually glad that i am still schooling.infact,life is a total breeze when we are still schooling.yes daddy pays for my bills,this and that since i am schooling..even up till now.so i guess being in school,dressed with just shorts,tee shirt and slippers,attend classes religiously do have benefits too right? :) heh.ok i love my life.heh.

well a few days ago,BF told me that i should start saving.try to save at least 50 bucks per month and he will contribute more and we will dump all these savings in our new account.we decided to open another account just to keep our savings so that we have a shelter to run too on rainy days.i love it when BF takes charge financially.it just proves to me how much a reliable man he is and also as someone who is very committed and know what he wants for the future.

okay,now talking about him.where the hell is he?

goodnight world.

random.

2007-11-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

im pissed,im so tired and i need a break.

im hitting the sacks now to my sweet slumber.

goodnight world.

and she says.

2007-11-19T12:08:00.000+08:00

a few more hours to go..

secretly anticipating for this day to come.

meeting akasha in a few hours time. (:

butterflies in my tummy ya'll.im so excited!

love! (:

2007-11-16T01:35:00.000+08:00

its almost 2am and i still cant sleep.there is so many things that is on my mind like the freaking fine that was imposted.no doubt i can settle it but it sucks balls using the cash that i've been saving for some stuffs to pay for it.well,i guess when it gotta go,it has to go.sigh.i was like so looking forward for december to come but now i feel kinda numb thinkng about it.but thanks to the bunch of lovely like candy friends i have who managed to psycho me to sign up for facebook,im freaking hooked to it uh.heh.(: so for those who doesnt have an account,do sign up.highly recommended by yours truly.(:

anyway my one week break was awesome but nevertheless it feels kinda good though coming back to school.i spent maybe 3/4 of my break doing camps and it felt so good doing camp again that i came back with a burnt face a peeling nose and a peeling forehead.yeap like oh so glamourous. :( i was just being a smart ass for not wanting to put the sunblock thinking that the weather was not hot at all.yeah im silly like that.ass right.

anyway,its been a month and i have still not upload any of my raya pics.i have compiled them all together but just couldnt find the time to upload.urgh.well i gotta stop writing cause i freaking have a life and a bf to chat to.i'll update soon.(:

PLANS for upcoming weekend.

saturday noon, 2-5pm (belaying)
helping wana on saturday with the rest. (maybe staying over)
sunday-wana's wedding ceremony.
sunday- rushed to sis zouk flea market.

ok night loves!

i love my bf and i cannot lie! (:

2007-10-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

i hope i'll be back in this blogging scene real soon.my schedule is so jammed packed and im trying to squeeze everything inside before my pathetic one week break starts.but even so,im just thankful for it because i really need a break.big time-

okay yana breathe in..

just hang in there alright. :)

papi,if only you knew.

2007-10-22T10:42:00.000+08:00

if only you knew,
those slow walks i took each time i walk my way to school,brains churning with thoughts,heart wrenching.

if only you knew,
what my smiles mean.

if only you knew,
the feeling of sadness overwhelms me each time the same old shit happens.

but just like i illustrate,this will be effing better if you only knew.

2007-10-19T02:20:00.000+08:00

i had the most wonderful hari raya.with so much love filled in the air. (:

pictures later hokay?i was down with a bad flu,bad cough,bad headache(everything bad!) for the past few days.boo hoo. :(

i wish all of you out there have the most wonderful Raya like i had. (: i know im very late in wishing this but better be late than never right?heh.

To all Muslims,Selamat Hari Raya.Maaf Zahir dan Batin. (:

baby came over on the morning of raya.(:

the absence.

2007-10-10T13:41:00.000+08:00

apologise for the lack of updates kays?been really really really busy with all the raya preparations.hmm,while couples bake together,me and baby paint together! (: after those hard work,baby slept over at my house.heh. (: for two nights after painting that damn gate.

okay anyway,im just killing time while waiting for class to resumes back at 230pm.after school,i gotta rush down to malaysia with the family to get our baju's from the tailor.then have to rushed home to bake those cookies and cakes.to add on,gotta get my RJ done and study for my test tmrw.i very the busy you! (:

i promise i'll update once im off this busy schedule of mine.

2 more days la people!

jom kiter raye! (:

just for them.

2007-10-03T13:19:00.000+08:00

i heard alot from others that they dont feel the spirit for the upcoming raye.i dont give a hoot about all that cause all i know is that im pretty excited about it.but,the sad part is that this holy month of Ramadhan have to end soon.i hope and pray that all my sins had been forgiven by the One above and all my prayers can be heard.im not perfect.nobody is.

anyway,i spend the whole night setting aside the apparels that im not weraing anymore and put it into a paperbag.i counted and in total,i have 60+ clothes to be given away.i will feel very satisfied and happy when all these clothes ended up in the needy hands.can someone advise me on how to go about on doing this?i would really love to see some needy kids jumping with joy seeing all those clothes.i admit some of those clothes have a tiny stain on them but they are still in good and wearable conditions.i was even overwhelmed seeing myself folding away my diesel top,zara skirts,levis jeans,country road cardigans,studio tee-shirts,all dressed up & mango singlets,topshop tops,Max & Co dresses and etc into the paper bag.thats how much i want them to have it till i dont even care whatever brands that i am giving.a few months ago,when sis wanted to give away those luxurious apparels,i was so freaking pissed.but now,i sincerely want those needy to have them.not because i pity them but just because i really want them to have it.im even proud when i was folding away my swiss cottage secondary physical education tee shirt.proud giler la beb.so can anyone out there please tell me how do i go about in giving these clothes to the needy?i seriously dont know how to.

thanks guys.
have a blessed Ramadhan ahead. (:

the waiting time.

2007-10-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

im just blogging to kill time.im yawning my ass away but still stubbornly wanna wait for the boy to reach home from work.i skipped class today and sleep in at home.it was definately a well deserved rest as i came back at 12:30am the night before.i was from school and baby fetched me yesterday.i told him to come at 4:30pm but being the sweetest ever and afraid that i'll start to nag when he's late,he came at 4pm. (:

had the sweeetest time with him.breaking our fast at beach road and we went shopping again at marina square.baby bought for me my bedroom textiles as i wanted that desperately.and not to forget,the doublechocochip cookies.that i like.heh. (: nice! met the rest at kallang and had supper there with all of them.good food,yummy yummy! (:

OKAY.baby where are you?hurry home yeah?
and baby,dad ask whether u are up for a 'painting' date with me?
paint my house gates la..heh.
cepatin pulang sih?

toodles!

pfft.

2007-10-01T01:11:00.000+08:00

i broke my promise.pfft.

i shop again today.that makes it 3 straight days shopping.heh.

what was i thinking?i must have thought that im in bangkok.(:

oh,the love for bangkok! but in all,i happy bangets with my purchases kays?

okay,tmrw baby off.baby shop again?yes?heh.

ok good night sexycats!

just me & my gf's. (:

2007-09-30T02:22:00.000+08:00

i promise not to shop again.i promise not to shop again.i promise not to shop again.RIGHTT.

oh boy.im so happy with all my purchases just now.especially the stuff from bods and bodynits and so on.heh.and on top of it,again the shopping trip was every inch worthwhile with azie around.thanks babe.i just love all these girly bonding. (:

so anyway,im still considering to go shopping again tmrw or not.3 days straight going shopping will make my mom go bonkers.again and again my wardrobe is overflowing.i need to get rid of some stuffs fast and this time,i know what i'm gonna do about those unwanted clothes.okay so i think i better be a good girl and clean up my wardrobe tmrw.

and did i mentioned iftar session at kak dani's place was wonderful just now?(: with almost 20 people in the house,man so much laughters were shared.and when baby came after work,i could never be more happier.my whole face lights up when he walked in.teehee. (: oh the love!

oh anyway,im selling this top.i just bought it online this week and the seller said its brand new.she sold it to me at $15.50 but im just selling it away at $14 .reason why im selling is because its just too big for me.this would fit a size L perfectly.

credits to myladyslove.

interested?do drop me a mail at septbabie@hotmail.com

loves! (:

girly bonding. (:

2007-09-29T00:42:00.000+08:00

a trip down to town was vunderful just now.
shopping with azie was madness! (: hellaluva good time spent just now.heh.
yankking out clothes from the racks,our dressing room fiasco and hopping from one shop to another and purchasing stuffs was so much fun.we are doing it again tmrw! (:
watch out,we are gonna paint the town red. (: oh girly loves!

iftar session at kak dani's place after shopping tmrw.whoopidoo!
oh and baby,im so happy to see you just now. (:

okay,good night ya'll. (:

in the name of our love.

2007-09-27T12:52:00.000+08:00

stay with you..

we've been together for a while now,
we're growing stronger everyday now
it feels so good and there's no doubt,
i will stay with you

as each morning brings sunrise,
and the flowers bloom in springtime
all my love you can rely,
and I'll stay with you

i'll stay with you through the ups and the downs
i'll stay with you when no one else is around
and when the dark clouds arise
i will stay by your side
i know we'll be alright,i will stay with you

though relationships can get old
they had a tendency to grow cold
we have something like miracle
i'll stay with you

there will be heartaches and pains,
but through it all, we will remain
in this life, we all know
friends may come, they may go
through the years I know I will stay

and in the end I know that we'll find
love so beautiful and divine
we'll be lovers for the lifetime,
and I'll stay with you

through the end of time I will stay with you.

john legend.

♥ sealed with a kiss.

2007-09-26T01:03:00.000+08:00

to nor akasha,

it just seems impossible to call it a night when i just have the sudden urge to be feeling a little bit pensive tonight.at times like this,i just wish that my handphone would ring and your voice could be heard on the other line.this feeling i felt is just so crazy as you had just sent me home 3 hours ago.as the cold breeze from the night air brushes against my naked skin,i long for your warmth all over again.having you here right next to me;right now can be the most beautiful thing that can happen tonight.

thinking of those whimsical and bittersweet times we had shared together,its hard to believe that we have been standing strong for 17 months.i remember the first time you sent me home on your cute lil vespa,you shared with me about your past and deep down i felt a tinge of jealously as i thought you would not move on.but,never did i realize that you do harbored some feelings for me but yet you played it cool.yes dear,you are that cool.you always been one.

i remember the time when you are so tired but still insist on talking to me on the phone when i was in camp all alone with intention to accompany me through the night.i was busy yakking away till i did not realise that i've been talking for almost 2 hours all alone.you were still on the other line but just drooling away in your sweet slumber.the next day,you apologise profusely and sent me the most sweetest msg i could ever received.i just don't know whether to laugh or stay mad at you at that point of time.

you have changed alot since the first day i saw you up till now.during our first few months,times were rough as you were rarely home,im packed with a busy schedule when im away for camps,you partied with friends till i don't know where you'll spend your night and we were rather uncontactable.right now,i seen a newly changed man standing infront of me.you set your priorities straight and you are very highly motivated to have a good life.those days when i was first with you was over.i can never be more thankful to the one above and also to you.i believe no one can forces one self to change.he/she have to decides it for themselves and akasha,you suceeded in doing that.i can never be more proud of you. (:

i remember the first time i bring you home to meet my family as they invited you to join us to celebrate my sister's birthday.that was such a big moment that could ever happen in my life as you are the first person i brought home to meet my mother the tigress and my dad,the super 'friendly' one.you came in with such confidence and engaged in a conversation with them beautifully in the car.akasha,you have to realized that you fit in perfectly in my family potrait.

sometimes when i close myself,i see the both of us smiling and laughing happily as though our voices are the only one in this ever changing world.even the sound of thunder could never be heard.its just us roaring with laughter,teasing one another endlessly and having our candid moments in life.nor akasha,these 17 months really meant alot to me.these 17 beautiful months.you are my lover but you portrays beautifully as my bestfriend too.you painted such a colourful potrait in my life which i know i will always 'hang it on the wall'.

as im ending this entry,i want you to know that i've always ♥ you.

so much more than you could ever think off.

♥ yana. (:

i think you have forgotten all about it.

2007-09-25T13:34:00.001+08:00

ok now im freaking pissed.

2007-09-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

you fetched me from school with no complaints.

waiting for me to arrive,i know can drive you insane.

ahh, such joy to meet you again and again

meeting you everyday can never be a pain. (:

i ♥ you.

picture of us.

2007-09-24T13:14:00.000+08:00

i fell in love with the weather this morning..

i never felt this blessed before.i've always been surrounded with so much love but having them (above) makes my life even more meaningful.anyway,GF'S,just hang in there alright?life's like this.there will always be up's and down's.life's shitty like this but chin up babes.move on and forget about those shitholes. (: you know i love ya.

we are just ordinary people,we dont know which way to go..

have a good day everyone! (:

the reason to love.

2007-09-23T03:30:00.000+08:00

i had a jolly good time with you just now.(: and yes,esp the part when both of us ended up shoe shopping.i hope you are happy with the purchases just like i am.heh.and the pinky promise baby?(: i had an kick ass time watching Borat.thanks for the links dear.oh my,how could i forget?the songs from amy winehouse too.coolest shit ever larr.(:

okay,its almost 4am now and i just dont understand why i cant sleep at all.there's like this sudden burst of energy in me.well,i better force myself to hit the sack soon or i'll turn out to be one grumpy makcheek tmrw.good night ya'll! more like good morning i think. (:

pretty much a random entry.

2007-09-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

hey ho hello!

yayness.baby is back and im so gonna gloat about it.heh.so anyway,im really in a mood to splurge ya know.there's so much that im dying to buy but firstly,i gotta get myself a pair of shoes yet again.a girl can never have enough shoes right?right baby?right?(: i bet you are gonna roll your eyes,pull your hair and smashed your computer when you read this.heh.

by the way,thank god it's friday today.damn i need a break.ive been feeling so lethargic for the whole week.oh and yeap,walking to class 'make-up free' has become a habit.can't blame myself as i woke up late like usual and had to rushed to class.i was this close to cabbed my way to school this morning.but,as i walked out of the house i decided not to.fickle minded right?yes i know.heh.

i shall end here cause i jolly have a life.

besides that,i wanna go online to browse some stuffs.heh.like you know what i mean.

ok go.

BF I MISS YOU ALREADY. (:

im waiting,anticipating..

2007-09-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

im still missing you.
when i wake up,i hope this torment is gonna be over and you'll be back here once again.

with so much love,
your gf. ♥ :)

i miss you already.

2007-09-19T20:37:00.000+08:00

0h golly,yesterday iftar session with all my camp mates was vunderful.(: all 22 of us breaking our fast at Arnolds.lots of laughters were shared and we were definately the centre of attention in that restaurant.suweet.i cab home as baby joined the rest and head back to the campsite with them.like oh how awesome can that be?its like the whole lot of them doing camps together for the next 3 days and im stuck at home/school.as im typing this entry i bet they are doing some night activity right now.hmm,i really hope akasha break his fast well just now.i do not want him to overwork.

hmm,i have decided to meet the boy on saturday instead cause i want him to have a good rest on friday.i wanna shop,shop,shop!oh and by the way im such a lazy ass.on monday and tuesday,baby fetched me from school and i really appreaciate it esp the part when he had to wait for almost half an hour for me.so since the boy is in camp,i went home with crystal and fahmy today! (: and and yes yes,we cabbed from school to causeway point.hmm,and that cost like $2.70?heh.thanks okay fahmy? (: lets do it again tmrw when the sun is shining brightly on us! (: yayness.

baby come home soon please?i miss your calls,your sweet msn messages,your tags.

before i call it a night,i'll say a lil prayer for you baby.

just you,me and city of bangkok.loves. (:

mad love. (:

2007-09-18T11:53:00.000+08:00

so when im in class cracking my brain to understand today's problem,my favourite boy chatted with me and he asked his favourite girl on what was she up to...

sweet la you.
im gonna miss you when you are away.

i ♥ you.

a million thanks.

2007-09-17T23:30:00.001+08:00

heys,

a day had passed so here i am just wanna say thanks once again to all who had wished me through msn,friendster,sweet smses and even phonecalls that were made at 12am on the dot and the phone just wont stop ringing from time to time till almost 3am.almost everyone close to my heart never failed to wished me. (:

fahmy,EL,dana,hana,bernice,fyza,alfiah,yvonne,haris,crystal,avis,zen,kal and the list goes on and on never forgetting my camp mates.oh such beautiful people. (: i had such a sweet celebration with my loved ones on sunday and EL,thanks alot for coming.really appreciate it.and most importanly,my family cause they are the one who made it happen. (:

♥ AND YOU BABY,THANK YOU SO MUCH.for everything.my all expense paid trip to bangkok was the most beautiful present that i had ever received from you this year.period. (: ♥

♥ your gf. (:

the girl is back.(:

2007-09-14T12:31:00.000+08:00

well hello loves.(:

im back.feeling very exhausted but very very happy.semester 2 will start next monday and i just cant wait for school to starts.i really had a well deserved break.heh.need i say more?FTT passed,the bangkok trip,back doing camps,my beautiful friends throw me a chalet to celebrate my bday and again back doing camp.period.

everything was just too beautiful. (:

on top of everything,the boy was with me all that while.

sweetest thing ever right?(:

ok,bangkok pictures wait long long kays?heh. (:

but here's some during the chalet.

lunch at subway.

oh goodness,the month of ramadhan has started and im just overwhelmed with this feeling of joyness and blessedness.heh.breaking my fast at baby's house later on as his wonderful mak whipped up my favourite dish. (: fahmy wanted to meet at arab street later on so im just waiting for his text. (:

oh gosh,by the way,im tanned. (not proportionately,thanks to camp.)

ok now i really need my SKii.heh.

toodles! (:

everything was so right. (:

2007-08-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

i failed the first time and was so heartbroken and cried but today,i passed the test after my second try.(:
so,

Basic Theory Test-PASS

Final Theory Test-PASS

now my practicals.whoopidoo.i really can't wait.

dad told me he's going to sponsor me for my driving practicals.i just thank god for everything.i believe everything do happen for a reason.and so, i better get my lazy ass moving by religiously going for my practicals.i really hope to get my license before i reached the big 20.my mom,sis and bf has been very very supportive.when i failed my FTT for the first time,i thought my world is over.i cried at the bus stop on my way home,i cried in the bus,i cried when my dad call,i cried again when i reached home when mom and sis asked me how was the test and cried when i called akasha.heh.yes i can be such a pussy.weeping and crying over things like this.heh.but thank god everything is over and i must look foward now.the grass is always greener on the other side you know.heh. (:

because of the joy and overwhelming hapiness in me just now,i happily purchased all the toiletries needed for my bangkok trip after my test just now.now,im really looking forward for the trip.happy bangets. (: bangkok,here i come! (: and and,on top of everything,ive been fasting for 3 whole days and surprisingly,i never felt this good before.to sum up for everything,i just felt really blessed.

i ♥ my life and totally living it up! (:

hello everyone.

2007-08-29T07:46:00.000+08:00

GOOD MORNING TO ALL.heh. (:

i am a very very good girl today.i woke up quite early(very unusual for me) and performed my morning prayers and im fasting today.heh.im just blogging to kill time actually as i really cant go back to sleep.it seems impossible to call bf up so early as i bet he is still in his lala land.still having sweet dreams now i assume.and nobody is online.out of the hundreds of contacts i have,only 4 are online but their status are either away or busy.hmmph.

ok i think i should really force myself to go back to sleep.
i really think this is a pointless and random entry anyway.
so stop reading anymore.seriously.im ending this entry already.

ok ok bye.

you electrify me.

2007-08-28T02:40:00.000+08:00

just now was really amazing.baby surprises me with my favourite chicken porridge at the front door in the morning.i love beautiful days like this.having you to spend the whole day with me was even more beautiful.well,we managed to catch a movie with our beautiful friends too.and yes,my baby can be such a pussy at times but he gathered his courage and watched the entire movie without no complaints.heh.well,i hope u enjoy the movie as much as i do yeah? (:

go go,watch it.its not so scary so ya'll dont have to worry that you might choke on your popcorns or whatnots.this one is good enough for a few scares and a few laughs.but yeap if you are terrified of puppets and dolls,just give it a miss yea?(:

In the movie,a poem that was recited:

Beware the stare of Mary Shaw

She had no children, only dolls

And if you see her in your dreams

Be sure you never, ever scream

i'll try not to scream if you appear in my dreams Mary Shaw.

cause i know you'll cut my tongue out at the seam if i ever scream.

i love you hun.

thanks for the awesome time spent just now. (:

my loved ones.(:

2007-08-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

I found my gem already anyway. In the lost&found box.heh. (:
Thank you so much to fahmy who prompt me online and avis who texted me just to know how was i feeling on that day.really appreciate it man.and to azie and zariah,thank you so much.Love you people like alot alot! (:
azie and za, that’s the reason why i came down all the way from bukit batok to changi coast campsite just to spend some time with you babes and go home on the night itself.and i have no regrets doing so as we were all engaged in a very very umm..educational monopoly game that whole night? (: heh.i was a superduperhappy girl!

weekends was great as time was spent with the family.so,i just came back from johore with my family.sent our cloths to the tailor then shopped around with my family there.then,was out the whole day with mom and sis yesterday.finally i purchased my french lace at arab street on that day.pretty pretty cloth i should say.shop at bugis and got myself a pretty pair of wedges and had dessert at Max Breeners Chocolate Bar after the whole day out.it was such a total delight to end our night there.the place was really amazing and the chocolate aroma was just so heavenly.it was such a nice and warm feeling bubbling inside as laughters were shared among all of us and at the same time indulging in our chocolate fondue. (: that's the reason why baby and i love everything about it there.heh.

i love fondue. (:

my french lace. (:

i just cant help to feel excited and eager to meet akasha tmrw.our every monday date.teehee(:
and baby,our bangkok trip is exactly a week away.and i dont know whether to feel excited or sad as my gf's is not going with me.feelings are all mixed and jumbled up.
well,to my beloved friends do pray for my safe journey and flight okay?(:

anyway talking about bangkok,i am ver sure to shop like mad there and in the end,my purchases cant fit into my wardrobe.my wadrobe is overflowing okay.i cant stuff anymore clothes in.because of that,sis has just sorted our stuffs in the wardrobe and she took 3 whole days to clean them up.and the sad part is that,she threw and give away those unwanted clothes.i really hope she threw the 'right' ones.do you know the feeling of seeing your guess jeans or zara minnies being give away?not sell but give away.hmmph.okay she have every reason to do so because im just too bloody fat now to fit into those and and im too tall to wear minnies that is too short.one fast bend and my undies is being flashed to the public already.too promiscuous you say?tell me about it.
but,i still wished it was being sold instead.i bet those will look gorgeous on the superslim and skinny looking babes.

oh and by the way,camwhoring was so fun.even if its with you own sisters.
sister's loving lar..
i like! (:

my sister's are the best thing. (:

oh baby,you too.MUAH.(:

god only knows how much i love you both.(:

2007-08-25T02:33:00.000+08:00

baby,happy 16 months.before i could even type an entry,you had already do so in your blog.but hey i did whisper and wish you first in the lift right? (:

baby,here's for you:-

baby,its amazing how we could really get this far.we had our fair share of up's and down's but never once did we give up on each other.nobody say this was easy but we are still hand in hand walking through the fire together.(: im blessed that our paths crossed and i believe everything do happen for a reason.you are my friend,you are my support and you are my everything.you're always proud of me and you believe so much in me.because of you,i see my future laid out clearly infront of me.you motivates me to work hard and to do well in school,you pamper me with so much stuffs and i couldnt be more happier.

baby,remember the times when u cycle all the way to my campsite at changi coast from your granny's place at bedok hoping to see me but i did not pick up your call when you were just at the gate outside waiting anxiously?u waited for me for more than two hour plus but i did not even appear?and you sadly cycled your way home slowly with a broken heart.i still feel kind of bad thinking about it but no doubt baby,that was one of the sweetest thing that you had done for me.u cant run a thousand miles for me but at least you could cycled that thousand miles instead.teehee.(:

remember the times when i start craving for chicken porridge baby?and you bought that specially for me not to forget the extra sambal kicap and surprised me with it at my front door.you never forget the fact that i love chocolate midnight cookie ice cream from haagen dazs and never failed to buy for me a cone everytime i just feel like having one?i just love all these things that you can remember and had done for me.you remember what are my dislikes and likings and you know what are the things that i feared most and what are the things i want.it feels really good to be pampered and loved.

baby,you give my life a different meaning and that is the reason why i will never leave.many more days,weeks and months to come okay?i love ya and again happy 16 month baby.(:

now,24th August marks my sis bday so here's for you sis:-

sis,
i've been living with you for the past 19 years of my life.we never failed to share our sorrows and deep dark secrets together.i can never ask for more as you are one great sis that i could ever imagine to have.yes,we have our constants bickerings and such but never once that i hated you.you laugh at every lame joke i made and to me,that was the most funniest thing ever.heh.(: im sorry that i wasnt home to cut the cake with you and family as i am always out with my friends.im really sorry for that.i just realised that this year would be your last year celebrating your birthday in this house. :(
life without you would be so hard as i will feel really lost.you are my backbone and you stood by me always.you always have faith in me sis.you see me as the best among all.

you my sis,will always and forever gonna be my dearest sister whom i truly love.

once again,happy birthday.(:

love,

yana. (:

i lost my gem.

2007-08-24T12:12:00.000+08:00

BABY,

where are you?im so worried.i woke up and received a miss call from your mom.your mom told me you are not home since last night.baby where do you go?i cried buckets and started to call azie and zariah sobbing thinking that you have spend a night at campsite instead.but no,you did not.im worried sick akasha.im very paranoid.are you okay?your boss called up your house looking for you and all.where do you go?you are uncontactable and im feeling so lost knowing that you are out there but don't know where.im crying as im typing this entry love.please,where are you.i do not want to hear that anything bad has happened to you.

im worried,freaking out and crying buckets now.

love,UR GF.

in your name i pray.

2007-08-24T01:08:00.000+08:00

just now was such an overwhelming day.was so fashionably late just now and everyone was done with the discussion and such.had a crash course on today's lesson with deng yue and i feel like my mind was going to explode any moment.so many numbers and formulas.ohgodhelpme.
but,(heh)presentation went pretty well for me and i had loads of fun.

so class ended at 3pm.that was the time when i realise that the day was over and its time to bid farewell to all.supertouching you know,the video that Amileen created.some was even crying buckets and me being the usual ms softie was trying my very best to hold back my tears and just put a big big smile for all. (: im pretty numb and lost for words just now.its really happening.the day to part finally came.this time for real.oh man,im gonna miss everyone loads.W14C <3 it occurs to me that im gonna feel like this again when semester 2 ends.shucks.

did not went to the airport as crystal's not going.but i met up with my campmates and the two wonderful gf's.(: awesome time we had and i really wish i could spend more time with them though.but it seems impossible because all 5 of them are riding to johor.pump petrol,eat supper and smuggle cigarettes i assume?heh.before they went off,allof them were really sweet to wait till i board the bus then they went off.the guys took their bikes and parked it at the side of the road infront of the bustop just to wait for my bus to arrive as well as my gf's.much love! i bet all of them are probably eating at danga bay or what now la.then heading back to campsite to play monopoly and spend the night there.oh man,how i miss those old times.where the campsite is my 2nd home.(:

and can u guys believe it that i almost wanted to cry on the bus just now because i badly wanted to pee?i pressed the bell and hopped off at alexandra from bugis and ran(YES,RAN) to the pump station just to ease myself.ran at the side of the road at 1145pm where the roads are pretty deserted and dashed across the traffic light.oh man.of all time.and i took a cab home as i was really tired from the 'dash' i made.waste my freaking money you know.fuck.

oh and ya,i was thinking of heading to arab street tomorrow afternoon.any takers?i want to look for some pretty kain lace or organza for raye.bf would gladly accompany me if he's not working i bet.heh.ohmy,lets just see how my day is going to turn out tmrw.

bf,i love ya,and tmrw's our day. (:

just before it strikes midnight..

2007-08-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

i hope i'll keep blogging religiously from now on.once you starts to blog,it gets you really addicted.but once you stop to catch a breath for a day or two,ok maybe a week or more,there will definately be the lack of effort to update and then your blog is left to rot.well apparently,it happened like that to mine.heh.

so anyhoos,have you guys ever watch family guy?i really think its the coolest shit ever.it makes me giggle and and laugh silently to myslef when i dilligently watched it everynight on my laptop before i called it a night.i cant believe that i hate it when i first starts watching it thinking that its just normal cartoon which is so not my kinda thing.heh.what was i thinking?damn.so fahmy,i finished watching season 1&2.more please?(:

hmm,actually i cant hardly wait for next week as im gonna do a camp.and its been ages since i last do one.im very much looking forward for the latenights to spend with the gf's and the fun times and tiring moments that i know i am going to face.i wish baby was doing camps with me like how he used to for a short period of time donkey months ago.he's really great with the kids and definately the most wackiest instructor i ever met.he can make the whole school roar with laughter with his crazy antics and just make me badly wanna pee in my pants because of laughing too much when he was the campfire emcee.heh.well,that's him. (:
but yeap,now that he's working fulltime and working really hard,it is very impossible for him to get a 3 days leave just to do camp.ridiculous right like that?so yeap.it's just a wish anyway.

tomorrow after school,i might be having dinner with my classmates as tmrw marks our last day as a class and probably send 2 of my classmates to the airport.yes?when the break is over,i'll be meeting new classmates and likeomgla im so gonna miss these wonderful classmates of mine.they are so awesome but yeap,good things must come to an end.

okay.it's time for family guy and goodnigt ya'll.
baby,eat your medicine.remember.
before i starts to nag.heh.love love.(:

godamnit,i hate these cramps.

2007-08-22T13:05:00.001+08:00

oh man i just feel like curling in the corner of the classrrom right now and hugged my tummy tight.and just whimper in pain.this pain is so fucking excruciating.the two hot pink coloured pills that i took is not bloody effective at all.if only my akasha is here,he'll be doing his mighty best to let me forget about this pain and push my frowns away.

and fahmy,thanks for letting me use your huge hoodie.its super comfy lar.ok im gonna watch family guy now and hopefully laugh my ass off and my tummy pain will eventually subsides.

baby,thanks for having me over last night.
love ya.banget(:

dont have to hold your breathe no more. (:

2007-08-22T00:48:00.000+08:00

its been ages and ages since i last update.people and lovely friends been tagging and boyfriend been nagging.Heh.well,bf never fails to visit my blog and that is the sweetest thing.baby,i have not been updating because all this while I’ve been busy spending wonderful and a sweet moments with you till it leaves me with so little time and the lack of effort to update.heh. correct right? *smiles

ok ok.well,so much thing happened in my life when the blog was left untouched.so i just summarised everything even so i bet i still missed out some events.

1. baby, thank you.you stood by my side through thick and thin, up’s and down’s. heh. (you willingly fight for my war. Heh. and you know what i mean.)
2. baby took me out and surprisingly took me to ZARA and MNG to shop, shop, shop. (and baby remember that chocolate fondue at the chocolate bar? Oh my, our sweetest sin.)

3. I’m only left with 2 more days in school and I so cant wait for the holidays. (I’m gonna miss the classmates though)
4. Me and baby booked a flight to Bangkok again and we are flying on the 2nd September.
5. After number 4,I don’t think I need 5 right? (:

oh well, I promise to update frequently from now on because baby have a blog now!heh.i happy banget la.like omg la.tralalala.. (:

im heading to bed soon.was pretty tired spending the whole day with sis then head home to shower and change and baby picked me up and we went JP to look for some stuffs.then head back to his house to play some online games with him and accompany him as my poor boy is sick today.don’t forget to take your medicine ya?

Night ya’ll. (:

and there's only you. (:

no monday blues. (:

2007-07-09T10:38:00.000+08:00

like i so cant wait to see baby after school later. (:
heh.with days like like this,rest assured there will be no bad mornings.
whoopidoo!

anyhoos,weekends was fun as meet up with my sec school cliques on saturday but LIKE WHAT THE HELL LA I DID NOT GET THE CHANCE TO MEET MY FAV HANA!urgh.boo hoo.after that, meet up with fyza and had some girly loving. (:

on sunday itself,el came over and i had a fabulous sunday afternoon with her.just rolling around on my bed,girly loving times,messing up the wardrobe,trying all sort of clothes then more laughters.yess GIRLS. (: when she left,i met up with fyza at town for dinner.and yess,ZARA had a sale and so,GO FIGURE.heh.

oh the joy! (:

ok much love!

cant wait to see him later and today's module is so GEREK okay.heh.

maybe all you need is a lil love. (:

2007-07-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

hola.

apologise for the radio silence.i have been missing from this blogging action for quite sometime already,yess i know that.heh.everyday after school,i'll end up feeling so fatigue as though i've walked all the way from wdlands campus to bukit batok.ok im just exaggerating.and its been like this for this past few days,waking up in the morning is such a draggg but once i step into class and was greeted by my rocking classmates,all my tiredness eventually fade away.heh.just the waking up in the morning part,sucha a pain in my ass lar. (: anyhoos,i give class a miss today as im just too freaking tired as i slept at 2am the night before.

after sch yday,baby fetched me and we had dinner at MODESTO'S.their traditional italian wood-fired pizza was really good.if you feel like splurging your cash,then i would definately recommend that place.if not,pizza hut or maybe pastamania would be just fine.seriously. (: so,we watched the movie,death proof.hmm,i cant say much bout the movie as the plot is really simple.it states, Horror and M18 but nyehh.it was definately not a horrfying movie.hmm,but the lap dancing scene was sure sexxay.baby even could not get his eyes off the screen too,oh well.heh. (:

lets rewind,

saturday.

mom wanted me to accompany her to fetch my dad at town.their plan was to watch the final soccer match at the stadium before it tears down.mom told me that she can drop me at town and i can meet up with my friends there.its a lucky thing that my campmates called me up and its a lucky thing that they are at the stadium too.so mom and me headed to the same direction.it was every inch worth it and i did not regret buying the $21 ticket just to admit myself in.heh.had our supper at lau pa sat and had a great time with all.love! (:

sunday
went to Raffles Town Club as my favourite boy held a small party there to celebrates his 8th birthday.afterwards,had a girls outing with the mother and sisters.then off to fetch dad from work and had dinner.mmm,2 thumbs up for the chilli crab you know.heh. (:

its really sucky now that baby's off is only on monday.i will get reli emotional when i talk to him about it but at the same time gotta understand his situation.and the worst part is that he will finishes work in the wee hours and i'll worry for his safety.tell me who wouldnt be sleepy when he/she is going home around 2 or 3 am?that is why i never fail to constantly text him the usual, 'please ride safely later okayy?' before i went to bed.
ok yana,stop this emo shit like really.he's big enough and you know he is a responsible rider.oh god,i love that boy.heh. (:

anyway,the other day i had this father daughter talk with my dearest daddy.i really envy and have much respect for my dad you know.he's a self driven and hardworking man i should say.few years down the road,after im secured with a stable job,insyallah i wont forget how much he had sacrificed for me,for my education for everyone in the family.so anyway,dad was telling me how the world is different now.he said back then,people thinks that getting $900-$1000 as our basic pay is enough.but they failed to realise that as time go by,this $900-$1000 that they are earning wouldnt be the same value how many years down the road.a dollar received today is not equivalent to a dollar received a year later.time can definately affect the value of an object.dad asked me to open up my eyes and see the GST increment,the this and that and what nots.he added even if right now we are earning $1500,it wont give us a much brighter and secured future.he also added some advice for me to tell the boyfriend for our future together later on.cute right my dad?heh.(: lastly he added, 'now that you are still 19 yana,grab every oppourtunities that is lay out infront of you.i want you to have a bright and secured future.'

his words really make me realize that the future is in our own hands,its definately up to us on how we want to mould it.as for me,im really glad that my dad highlighted me about all this.it feels really good to see someone sharing his concerns towards us.what more if the person is our dad himself.but right now,if you tell me to face the world alone,trust me if i say..

im just really really scared on what's out there.

keeping it short & simple.(:

2007-06-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

todays marks the 14 months.(: can never be more happier.
and yess,mango sale was crazy till the stores look like this fashion itself.heh.and yes i was suppose to save up but purchasing two tops online and bought some stuffs from the sale make my day even more worthwhile.so there.baby was being the sweetest as he helped me along to choose some stuffs too.thanks alot for that. (:

ok i seriously cant afford to blog so much now.i should be studying for my Enterprise Skills test tmrw and also my final theory test.yess.that.so,i'll bounce now. (:

goodnight lovelies.

EL,sorry i did not reply your msg just now.i forget to charge my hp the whole night.i'll get back to you real soon ok gf?love!and babe,hang on there. (:

i'll say a lil prayer for you.Y

2007-06-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

baby is meeting 4 clients today.i'll hope the best for him. (:

so anyways,i've uploaded all my overdue bangkok trip with the boyfriend and beloved friends in my multiply account but i have yet to screened it out for all to see.reason is just because im not done editing it.how can i possibly do so as one album itself has like almost 200 pics and i had separate it into 4 albums.so yess.GO FIGURE.

sis and her boyfriend is off to fetch mum and dad at the airport.the arrival time of their SQ flight is said to be at 330pm.so like omgz i so cant wait for them to reach home.called mom last night and chatted with her for awhile.apparently when i called,she was at a restaurant by the beach having a great time with my dad and enjoying their last day there.i cant wait to see what they had purchased for me there.heh. (:

while they were away,i had a fabulous time with my loves around.azie,zariah and the boyfriend make my days worthwhile by spending their time with me.had a sleepover and it end with such a sweet note.you see,its hard for me to catch up good ol' times with the girls as they are busy with camps and such while myself on the other hand is schooling now.so,the sleepover was indeed a memorable one.dvd marathon,late night chats,early morning breakfast at The Cheese Prata shop and a fabulous time at sentosa with sis,her bf,my girls and baby. (:
im so roasted with ugly tanlines but my baby still loves me.heh.

so last night,after the girls headed home baby took me to lau pa sat for our dinner.such a scrumptious meal we had.the ever so juicy and tender satay,big BBQ prawns,tom yam soup and gong gong.dont ask me what gong gong is in english cause it simply written in the seafood menu as gong gong.sedapgiler la the food yday. (:
thanks baby for everything.
indeed i will try to lose the extra pounds that ive gained.
and yess,the word is 'try'. (:

have a wicked sunday everyone! (:

baby,kamu makin aku cinta. Y

Y draw me closer to you.

2007-06-06T15:06:00.000+08:00

a very great day spent yesterday. (:

pictures are up at my multiply.so just feel free to snoop around.

so yeap,very much looking foward to see him on saturday again. (:

let me tell you a secret baby..Y

oh, and my long overdue bangkok pics should be up this week.dont hesitate to kill me if it is still not uploaded by the end of the week. (:

have a great day ahead people.

unlike me who has not even bath at all and was up since 11am.heh.

much love,

stinky yana.Y

BALI,here they come!

2007-06-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

sadly yes.it is 'here they come' but not 'here YANA come'. ):

its alright i guess yes?ok no no.its not alright cause dad made reservation at HERE. the freaking hotel is right infront of kuta beach.how awesome can that be?so i've read some info from the internet and it says "Kuta is a popular village with popular beach to surf and many kind of shopping shop. All along the street. "

kuta beach.

pffttt.i wish im going.

but on the lighter note,its alright i guess cause daddy will obviously leave our dear hyundai tucson behind and on top of it,sis took off on friday so she can drive me around.she's just being a sweetheart to make me feel better i guess. (: so,we'll be riding dirttyy baybehh..

ok,tv marathon now.

daa! (:

cause baby,you rock my world. Y

2007-06-02T23:37:00.001+08:00

our sweetness beach afair. Y

i've been a lazy lazy girl.that's the reason why i've not been blogging.so now that my 2 weeks break has started,hopefully i'll start hanging my dirty linens back for all my loves to see. (:

so im still broke.bleargh~ (baby,maybe some help here?heh.)
mum & dad is going to Bali in a few days time and they are leaving me here to rot at home.how nice.

and yeap, i miss the boy. Y

so i have to go now.why?because i jolly have a life.

night loves.

where is the love?

2007-05-25T19:04:00.000+08:00

ok,so this malay article just caught my eye.i must blog this skrg jugak.it was yesterday's paper actually.(yess.i know its so yesterday but i dont spent my time reading newspaper you know? (: )

so,i better translate.
hmm,another molest case.a father molested his daughters.what makes it even more sad is knowing that he is a very pious man.and so his 3 wives is also sentenced to jail as shown in the picure above as his wives were aware of what he is doing but somehow was on his side and willingly allow him to do so.
whats happening to the world these days?
people,you feeling me? ):

so anyways,im doing a camp tmrw!its a one day event as i am there to replace one trainer as she has to go home tonight.damn,i cant wait to meet those primary school kids. (:
school's break is just a week away.how fuckingcool is that?

and so,

happy 13 month baby.

much love from your crazy ass gf. (:

my 'breathtaking' moment. (:

2007-05-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

OK THIS IS WHAT I MEAN BY CRAZY MOMENTS.

only people like us with nothing better to do decided to push that 'sexy thing' in town. (:

any clue where's the place?GO FIGURE.

& SO
mark our faces people.

AHH,such joy. (:

night ya'll. (:

on a lazy saturday.

2007-05-19T18:20:00.000+08:00

so this is what i do on a lazy saturday..

1.woke up at 12pm.
2.talked to baby on the phone for half an hour before he left for work.it was sucha a sweet and funny conversation.i feel so loved la can. (:
3.a lil bit of spring cleaning needs to be done every saturday.
4.go online.just browse on some online shops.
5.watched totally spies on disney channel and eating maggi noodles.
6.continue watching it follow by Kim Possible next.
THEN..
browse some online shops again,a lil bit of blog hopping and then here i am currently blogging.

what a bummer.baby's working on a saturday thus im here stuck at home.GF's wanted to go out tmrw instead for some shopping and i MIGHT be joining.its his off day tmrw so if im joining the girls,i'll bring him along as well.im sure he wont mind cause baby's really great mingling around with my friends.so let's look foward for a kickass time together tmrw! (:

so,yesterday right after school,i rushed to town to meet my GF'S and the rest.they had just finish with a camp at changi and ubin thus i was greeted with so many tanned looking and sexxyy voice(due to the screamingss and cheerings with the campers) people at Lido Mc Cafe yday.Ok i don't know why but they seem to have fetish on biting people nowadys.HAHA.most ended with bruises and such.scary la these people.but i sofucking love them alot. (: so much warm hugs were involved when i arrived.and they are like more than 10 people?most begged me to do a camp with them next week since there are shortage of trainers plus they add on that im getting fairer.so that's pretty unfair. (:
well loves,my school's is like what?maybe 95% aircornditioned?
but nevertheless,im misssinggg all the crazy and wacky moments with ALL OF YOU IN CAMPS LA!trust me,i'll be back.
passion beb.passion matters. (:

talking about camps and such,obviously those crazy and wacky friends of mine have some earnings.BOO HOO HOO.i dont have.i need some kacahings.$$$ im so dead fucking broke now.even with that fact,i can still shop online happily.
BECAUSE MY MOM AND SIS ROCKS AND YOUR'S DONT. (:
i purchased a kimono inspired top online and sister is paying for it and mom is paying for two pairs of shoes im going to order online tmrw.
tell me is that cool or what?heh.

and btw,has GSS started?yes?no?
i remember it always starts around this period.whatever it is,im telling you i will feel so much better with some cash in hand.shopping will even be at ease like that.oh sheesh,yana stop it.you should save up for the thailand trip this september.i kept telling myself that but its kinda hard you know
shopping is so addictive.yet,the sweetest temptation. (:

And so I'm fuckingbloody broke,always stuffing myself silly and putting on weight around my tummy.BOO HOO.

but just on a lighter note,baby's having his off tmrw!
(:

you write such pretty words.

2007-05-13T12:02:00.000+08:00

tiring tiring day.
actually,i have no intention to blog for now but looking at my blog being left untouched,it moves me to just type a few words.

so lets rewind,
yesterday,meet up with my classmates at town to bury our face on the shitty module.seriously,im still not that PRO in that module.funny on how i can get an A each time for it. (: heh.baby was with me through out the whole time while i was studying.sweet kan?then,head to plaza singapura cause sis asked me to buy some stuffs for her at spotlight.baby sent me home,then hang around at my house and help mum and sis to do some stuffs till 8 plus.after that,head to jurong west to have a family dinner with all his aunts and beloved mother.baby's granny hugged and kiss me when we are all leaving.my heart strings tugged la can?(:
baby,a visit to your granny ok one day.yes?she's really sweet.

so yea just now,how was mother's day people?
mine was more than a mother's day today at my house. (:
well,about that i'll just keep it on the low about for now yea?HEH.but baby just came knock knock on my door at 11 plus just now cause i told him to come over after work cause i've packed some kueh2 and food for him to bring home.ooo,i miss that boy already.

ok,so tmrw marks another day in school.im telling you,with classmates like avis and crystal,that's all i need.they absolutely rock my ummm,sexy lacy granny panties?haha. (:

ok,night people! (:

one happy gf. (:

2007-05-06T23:24:00.000+08:00

BABY THANKS FOR THE SURPRISE OF THE GORGEOUS ESPRIT BAG JUST NOW.

so this is what he will reply when i ask him on why he purchase so much stuffs for me all the time..
"i just wanna spoil my gf..is that wrong?"
tell me,should i ever complain when he say that? (: (:

so for that esprit bag,i was eyeing on it since we step in inside the store just now but i placed it bag on the shelf after checking the price.it was wayyyy out of my budget.and being the usual cuckoo,i did not realise that baby was seeing my every move.after the whole window shopping and such,he told me to wait at the side of the taxi stand while he gets the bike.after waiting for 5 mins,he appeared out of nowhere till i almost spilled my drink and surprise me with the bag.oh,it was sucha total delight. (:

im just so lucky.right? (:

night ya'll.

and again,thanks for the bag sweet love.
i miss you already even though u had just sent me to my door step like 3 hours ago. and still managed to chit chat with my daddy.(:

push me slowly on those swings..

2007-05-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

im just so tired to blog.
just rock me to sleep right now.
i'll update soon ok.soon my loves..

say you love me. Y

2007-04-25T16:31:00.000+08:00

365 days,12 months & 52 weeks.we've finally hit the big 1.

to my sweetest love,
on 25/04/2006,we were one.from that very day onwards,we built everything from a friendship and had been standing strong up till today.we've been through hardships and pain.with you,i've seen fire,i've seen rain.even with the tears and joy,im so thankful that we never give each other up.you are my bestfriend,my bitching partner,my shopping mate and never to forget someone who show me the true meaning of love and my everything.i'll pray for more years to come.thank you for everything.only god knows what i'd be without you. (:

woots.tmrw you off! *dancing around*

much love,your GF. Y

sing to me,love. Y

2007-04-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

so baby's having his off on thursday and not tmrw.what a bummer.im missing him like crazy now.thursday seems like a long way to go.hopefully it will passes by quickly.so back to school again tmrw.
im ready for it but the thought of waking up early is just something that i dont look foward to.sometimes,i wish that the moment i close my eyes after ive showered and change in the morning,i'll be in class ready for lesson to start.i hate the journey thant need to be taken till i reach school.it takes time and i'll start feeling sleepy back again in the train or bus on my way there.sheesh..
but school's fun though.i haven't feel the stress YET.(yes,i bold it.)

pictures from my thailand trip will be uploaded soon.like so finally right?so anything just check it up on my multiply.when i browse and look at the pictures,i started to miss thailand again.it was a fun trip with my friends and really a memorable one.we venture out on our own and we had so much fun.everyone's planning to go back there again this june but im the one feeling confused since im schooling and such.baby's really sweet as he told me that if i really wanna go again,i just set aside some cash for the flight money and my expenses there will be managed by him.

i should be heading to bed now.
i'll update more soon.
have a great night beautiful people.

can you bring me back my lonely nights?

2007-04-20T11:59:00.000+08:00

like omgz.
thank god its friday!

first week of school has come to an end and i have 2 days,2 bloody days,i repeat again 2 BLOODY DAYS to sleep like there's no tmrw.HAHA.
nahs,i wont actually do that cause who wouldnt want to go out on a gorgeous,ever lovely,so-fine saturday? (: i'll just be waking up late but not so late I GUESS.
heheh. (:

so whats my plan for tmrw?hmmm..
i was just thinking of taking a trip to town alone and stroll pass the stores,shop quietly by myself,pamper myself here and there then sit at starbucks with my lappie on,enjoying the wireless there doing any online shopping topped up with a blueberry bagel and a frappucino infront of me before meeting my sweetest boyfriend after he finishes work tmrw.

i'll update soon.
i really need the well deserved rest.
good night ya'll! (:

you've got me wrapped around your finger. Y

2007-04-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

hello!

my first day of school was pretty much managable.everything around is okay and my team mates are pretty fun to discuss with.so,school's fun! (: esp with the long breaks we had in a day.no,seriously.
hmm,just hoping that tmrw lesson's is not gonna be a killer.

baby's having his off tmrw!i so feel like dancing now. (:
cant wait to meet him after class.then hopefully we'll meet my gf's too who had just finish camp to just catch up with some girly loving.ahh..camp.it sounds so good to my ears. (: missing it.

well,im glad el got the job that i ask my daddy to help her out at club 21.im happy for you gf.it pays really well plus your working hours are much more flexible compared to mine when i was working at Calvin Klein back then.the stores closes much much earlier than mine too. (: happy working dear!

lalala..
i dont have much to post cause my mind is starting to rot.
due to all the reflective journals that need to be done every damn day and so much more to come.
no complains. (:

oh,good night people.
(:

i wanna kiss you underneath the stars. Y

2007-04-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

have to reach school by 0830am tmrw morning.thats really shitty right?
whatever it is,im super anxious. (: well,baby's supposed to be having his off again tmrw but he msged just now telling that he's working.but its alright i guess.

anyways,

nowadays im always doing shopping online.those blogshop that some bloggers set up is pretty cool and the stuffs really great.i have my own favourite blogshop that i keep hoping to to check on any new stocks being posted.these blogshop thing really get me hooked.im hooked,im addicted,im just plain mad. ahaha. (:

BUT

there's one thing im rather unpleased about,
some of the sellers really posted ridiculous prices on some tops just because its a really popular brand.i was just browsing around and came across a zara singlet that was charged almost to 20 bucks and they stated no negotiations for that.i was quite shocked because i have the same zara singlet and i purchased it at a fucking 7 bucks because zara was having a sale the other time.actual price for it was actually $16 if im not mistaken.but im so positive thats its not higher than $16.hmph.
i know its strictly business but i have much respect for sellers accomadating to buyers needs.now thats what i call business. (:

ok enough,i gotta head to bed soon.
goodnight ya'll. (:

new school,new enviroment.thank god an old friend's around. (:

2007-04-11T13:50:00.000+08:00

currently blogging at RP's library while fahmy's trying to sleep before class resumes back again at 2pm.our lunch was from 11 plus till 2pm today.and i had nasi lemak with fahmy at the food court at 1030 during our short break.thank god that's alot of break today cause im trying to spent those free time that were given to adapt to the environment around.im dying for a sandwich now but the cafe's close.shite..

baby sent me to school this morning and even parked his orangy vespa and walked to 7 eleven with me where fahmy's waiting for me there.i Y you baby. (:

just a few minutes ago before fahmy fall into his beauty sleep,we were caught up in something very silly and that is to chat with one another through MSN when we were just next to one another.that shows how bored we are for the break.we could not even go out cause its raining heavily outside.

oh,boredom kills!

anyway,yesterday was out with baby again.he was pretty much delighted when i present him the watch. (: im happy when he's happy!oh,happy people. (:
we were supposed to go to the vespa's workshop but it was raining heavily.we were shivering to the bones plus we were wearing white and blame myself for wearing sleeveless.so we had our lunch at holland village and head to TCC next. (:
again i was treated to my oh so favourite oreo cheesecake.
im just lucky,right? (:

err,im just too 'skillful' in taking pictures.picture proven. (:
sorry baby Y !

after the rain stopped,we head to bugis to buy some vespa's stuffs and baby bought two sets of raincoat for the both of us.it comes with a pants too.we wore it and ride under the rain storm.haha. (: pretty cool lar.
then,baby wanted to shop for shirts and off we went to this shop and damn,it looks like a shirt galore.

baby bought 2 shirts and a cuff link and thats makes him one happy boy already. (: we were served hot green tea by the store owner and as usual,just being nice i took a sip of the tea.it was horrendous ok.i dont even take the cold green tea in a bottle.take a look at it.looks freaky right?

we managed to catch a movie,'The Reaping' and had late night bites at lau pa sat before we head home.i love you,sweet love.
thanks for the wonderful day spent yesterday. (:

ok,i gotta head back to class and wake fahmy up.
FAHMYYYYYY,BANGONNNN!!!
heheh.

i wanna linger a lil longer here with you.. Y

2007-04-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

my second entry for the day.total wowness. (:
im just trying to spent all my time writing in this diary of mine before i start school.i love blogging,really.its really a calm and peaceful place for me to pen down my thoughts,stories and feelings.

so finally i managed to collect my tube top from audrey at cck just now.if not,only god knows when im gonna collect because of the clash of schedule we are having.after collecting the tube i was doing a lil shopping all alone cause fizzah only manged to reply my sms saying that she is free when im about to make my way home.urgh shite.
well,i bought 2 pretty looking new bra set from pierre cardin and im so glad i purchased it.the colour's really bright and cheerful i tell you. (:

i wanted to get for baby something so i thought a boxer briefs would be nice but i changed my mind and decided to get for him a bottle of davidoff cool water,his&mine favourite perfume.but still,i changed my mind when i was about to make my way to the counter upon payment.
after about half an hour roaming that small little mall,i decided to get for baby a gorgeous looking kenneth cole watch. (:he didnt know that i purchased it for him so its gonna be a surprise for him tmrw.cant hardly wait!

picture is a bit blur and not in good quality cause i foget to on the farkin flash.

he's having his off tmrw. so much Y.

good night ya'll. (:

mad Y for gf's. (:

2007-04-09T14:32:00.000+08:00

7 April 2006.
currently updating my blog at suntec city starbucks while waiting for wana to arrive.im sitting so close to the glass windows and i caught two chinese teen girls(the cannot make it Ah Lian looking ones) peeping at me by the corner of the glass like one KPO minachees.
like wtf right?
i wanted to laugh at them because of their KPO-ness but must step angry lar.i gave them one angry look and they scurried away quickly.but they come again,peeping at me and whatever work im doing by the glass window.omg.i really feel like throwing my mocha frap to their face.its so irritating.i cant do my online shopping at ease!
bloody girls.

ok wana's here. (:
i'll update soon.

9 April 2006.
ok the other day i went to pulau ubin with my ever so lovely gf's and their bf's.except azie cause u are swinging single and you are mine on that faihful day!our trip there is super cool lar.we went to batu kekek to spent a night there.the place was actually bounded with fences and barbed wires but we manage to squeeze through it.we were definately not close to civilisation and so it feels like we are in one of the episodes of 'SURVIVOR'.we fished,oh no i mean to say that the guys fished while the girls sit around the fire where za and ahmad built and eat chips.
we were super duper hungry when night falls and decided to eat the fish that were caught.
i was pretty amazed looking at the fellow girls cutting the fish and digged their fingers into its bloody stomach to take out its,i dunno what. (:
so what did i do when the rest of the girls did that?
i stared at them in amazement.
im serious,really. (:
you girls rock my 'suah-lalam' ok.so much Y

ok ok anyway lets rewind.
shortly after wana arrived at starbucks,za came followed by azie and maz about half and hour later.we shifted places and get a bigger table with a much comfortable position so that no pests can look at me by the window. (:

it was really a fun girly bonding day. (:
in the midst of all the laughters we had at starbucks,azie had a lil makeover done at starbucks with wana.you see,she really has light coloured eye brows and dont like to do anything with it so,wana to the rescue!
it was pretty hilarious cause i was hoping around snapping pictures of her like one cannot make it paparazi. (: but azie,buying a bushy eyebrow for you doesnt hurt you know.(ok,ok private joke.)
you know i Y you! (:

so while azie and wana was on it,the paparazi(that is me) gave up and decided to take a pic of herself and the other gf's instead. (:

left starbucks around 4 plus and head to beach road to have an early dinner.the chicken rice at beach road is superb lar.i just gotta buy it.
just gotta snap a picture of myself before eating the chicken rice to reveal the happiness marked before devouring the food.-laffs.

to end our night,my sis and her boyfriend invited us to join them for a lil bit of karaoke session at K Box.i mean it when i say this,that was the first ever time i went to k box.when people told me about kbox,i've always thought its a place where all the ah peks and old looking hostess congregate and croak their lungs out till night falls.but i was wayy wrong la brudder..the waitress and waiter are a bunch of pretty decent looking people in their early 20's.i did not see any single ah peks around.it's more like family hangouts and gf's outing in each rooms. (:

and so,i lost my voice while singing.no regrets though cause we had a great time that night.i never sing that much anyway,that is,if you minus all the singing session i had when im bathing.oh,horrible i tell you. (:

baby fetched me around 3 am and sent me home after the whole thing ended.
syg bangets sih! Y

okay,im meeting audrey later at cck,7pm ALONE.
*pulls hair*
urgh.bf's working!
anyone wanna meet me after that?
gimme a beep.

enjoy. (:

my sweet love.Y

2007-04-04T14:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday was baby's off day.
it was great.it was awesome.
he promised that he will plan the whole day if i massage his neck good.
wth right? (:
but no complaints.
syg syg bangets!Y (:

so he took me to fig and olive where we had an early dinner there.it was a total delight.i ordered fish melted cheese and he ordered figo BBQ pepper steak plus soup of the day.good food served i must say.

we head to plaza singapura and meet up with baby's colleagues.after so much pleads from them to catch the movie 300,baby finally agreed.we were pretty reluctant at first but when the story started,i love it.its so brutal,so gory.so much pride involve in the story.5 thumbs up la brudder..
now this reminds me that i would really love to watch apocalypto again.(:
oh and did i mention we got the front row seats yday?yeah.sucky right?
but,no regrets since its a great show.

after movies,baby brought me to TCC for some late night bites.

we ordered an iced latte mocha,a very delightful drink call 'peach me up' for me.very creamy as its a mix of peaches & cream.wedges with the delicious cheese dip and tcc royal chocolat mousse.sedap bangets!
ooo,& baby get for me my all time sinful treat that is their oreo cheesecake.among all oreo cheesecake i've tasted,tcc's is the best.i have no freaking idea why.its sucha a sinful treat.(:

a wonderful day spent topped up with the sweetest person ever.
im really lucky,am i? (:

Y you!

ps:hana,thanks so much for those hearts!(:

i like big butts and i cannot lie! (:

2007-04-02T17:52:00.001+08:00

like omg larhs..
i spent 4 bloody hours cleaning out my closet just now,arranged all the clothes,shades,belts etc neatly and accordingly.it was so tiring having to work alone and managing the whole wardrobe all by myself.my sister and myself shares the same wardrobe so can you imagine the amount of clothings we have?i do work my ass off to be a hardcore shopper ya know. ;) well,nothing beats shopping right girls? :)
so do the calculation,the amount of clothes i buy + the amount of clothes she buys + the number of pretty clothes my bf bought for me + the AMOUNT of clothes my sis bf buys for her.(note that i bold my sis's part) (:
all that is equal to myself working very hard cleaning out the closet.
well,i have no regrets..its worth my time actually since im alone with nothing to do at home.rather than spending my time doing online shopping,(i save that for tonight.dont tell my bf that.)its the best choice to clean out the closet. (:

last night,we just had a small bday dinner for dad at johor.hairul tagged along.he gets to be the driver while my dad sat next to him.and me?sitting at the back wth mum and both sisters.i love the way he drives.its like living in the fast and dangerous life.wicked i tell you. :)
by the way,baby painted his vespa orange with the help of his best friend 2 days ago.im telling you i was stunned when he show it to me the next morning.haha.but nevertheless,it looks pretty hot. (:

ok,pictures!

happy 46th dad! :)

"dont ever talk to a girl who says she just have a friend.."

2007-04-01T03:39:00.000+08:00

great.im starting to yawn and yawn already.ive waited for 4 bloody hours for that perfect yawn that screams "SLEEP NOW,YOU MS LAZYBOOBS!".haha.
oh like finally. *roll eyes*

okayy.so,i changed my web address.well i think its about time.but i wont delete the previous blog.NEVER.the previous blog just brings me to a very nostalgic lane when i read back about my past,my secondary school life etc.its really does have a sentimental value behind it.it sounds stupid,i know.but seriously i aint kidding,you fools. :)

oh wait,its april fools day today!well,that doesnt matter but what does matter is that its my dearest daddy bday today.oh whoopidoo!you turned 46 years old today.all im praying is for him to have good health and abundance of joy from his love ones!dat includes me,his little girl here who always turn to him when she's..err,broke? :)
oh,i love you ayah!

some must be wondering of the pretty slow uploading of my bangkok pictures.please please hang on.the cable's aint with me so i cant possibly upload the pictures to my laptop with a long magic stick or wire right? :)
what the hell am i talking about?

ok apologise.
this is just a pretty err,random entry?
ok good night loves!

not to forget,have you change my link?cmon guys,relink me now,now,now. :)